Are you gonna hate me any less? Am I gonna hate myself any less?
#do you understand #that Sam’s entire life has been people taking his body #and using it for their own ends #that he has been a puppet since the day he was born #a mechanism #a vessel #a catalyst #and he KNOWS #and he tries so hard to fight it #but they still take his will #and his consent #they still think he owes them #and if you don’t see why Sam was angry at dean for Gadreel #he wasn’t angry because dean saved his life #that isn’t the point #the point is that he had his body mind and will taken from him again #by the person he trusts the most #consent for Sam Winchester 2k14 blog