ladylilithprime:

Sastiel Love Week: First time… Falling asleep together

(Hey, it’s your anon here. I hope you enjoy this…)

The first time Sam really falls asleep in Castiel’s arms is shortly after Dean dies and becomes a demon. There’s hardly any strength in Castiel’s arms, his grace is running low, but he holds Sam as tightly as he comfortably can.

Cas dozes that same night, there in the Bunker. It’s before Sam busts his arm. Before Castiel ends up laid up in bed, struggling to breathe.

And it’s the safest either of them feels for weeks afterwards. The following day, Castiel hits the road to chase leads going to one side of the country, and Sam heads out to the other.

The two of them don’t sleep again in each other’s arms until months after Dean’s no longer a demon. But Cas is the one who falls asleep in Sam’s arms, and Sam worries about the angel most of the night. Trying to figure out ways to get Castiel’s grace back. He’ll hunt Metatron down and drain him if it’ll fix Cas…

Oooooooh~ my poor damaged boys~! This was beautiful and heartbreaking, and a fabulous kickstart to the week! ^_______________^