Castiel had never felt guilt before until he broke the wall Death had put up in Sam’s head to keep the memories of the cage locked away.
He had hurt the man he had grown to love, the man he would die for. The man who had become his hero.
Sam had tried to hide it, hide how even now the memories affected him. Castiel couldn’t understand how Sam was still standing after all it had broken him.
He will never forget the day he found Sam curled up in a ball rocking back and forth clutching at his head begging Lucifer to stop in Enochian.
“Oh Sam.” Never had Castiel wished that he had the power to undo the damage he done. “Where are you father? Why can’t you return to at least heal him?” Castiel couldn’t understand why his father hadn’t even tried after all that Sam had done for humanity. He should have been allowed to be free from the suffering that Lucifer had done to Sam’s soul.
With the utter most care Castiel moved towards Sam.
“Samuel, I am here. I am not leaving you alone with him.” Castiel spoke to Sam in enochian.
Teary eyed Sam lifted his head to look at Castiel. “But you’re not real. This is another one of your tricks Lucifer. Using the face of the man I love to torment me.”
“I am here Sam.” Castiel sat down beside Sam and let his grace reach out and touch Sam’s soul.
A sob escaped Sam’s face he knew Castiel’s grace and he flung himself into Castiel’s arms.
Castiel let out a soft coo as he run his fingers through Sam’s hair. “I am here Sam and I am never letting you go. Do you hear me Lucifer, Sam is mine and you will never harm him again.”
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And the angst was brought. This is f**king beautiful 💙
Operation Octo Hidey Item: Silver Teacup. The handle is nice to hold onto, but he is still shy to look out with no lid. (We’re trying to find Octo!Cas a new hidey item since he lost his Easter egg. This item was suggested by @multi-dimensional-wavelength ♥)
Aww, I loves octo!Cas!!!! I hope you find your hidey item soon!!!!
Holy shit. Holy fuck. I got my little sister the book “sex is a funny word” because she’s at that age where she’s reading a lot of puberty books and I’d heard that this one was lgbtq+ friendly, but I was checking it over for accuracy and I gotta say, even with the totally gender neutral language they were using to talk about body parts and the really respectful way they talk about gender and their portrayals of same sex couples I was so fucking sure that I would have to mention that not everyone gets crushes or feels attraction separately. Because these books never talk about that. But here it is. The one thing I was so absolutely sure wouldn’t be included.
I honest to god dropped the book when I saw this I was so shocked. And I’m so fucking happy right now. I can’t exspress how much I wish this was mentioned in the books I read when I was a kid. It would have saved me so much confusion, and I’m so happy that kids today are gonna read this and know that it’s okay and normal to not get curses. I’m so so fucking happy you have no idea.
Now that I’m studying bio, may I just say how fervently I wish my primary association with the words “alpha, beta, omega” was literally anything other than what it is
My nutrition professor was talking about vitamins and said, “the only reason you all even know the words alpha and omega is because of sororities,” and I wanted so badly to raise my hand and be like “if you’re gonna be a dick for some reason, please let me explain to you in depth my immediate connotations for those words”
I’m in training to become a phlebotomist and at my last class we did blood typing and let me tell you when I walked into the lab to see A/B/O written in massive letters on the whiteboard I felt six years come off my lifespan
once I used a phrase alpha and omega of something during a lecture and one of the students giggled so hysterically I *knew* and I looked at her and she looked at me, and let me tell you, this was the most profound moment of horror and understanding I have ever shared with another person
Yaaaayyyy!!! Oh I was worried, I was afraid Tumblr had eaten you!! I am so glad that it did not!! *Hands my awesome anon whom Tumblr did not eat a moose stuffie*
ummm I love powers!Sam and I love A/B/O (but I know that squicks some people so no pressure) and hurt/comfort and winged!Sam!! I’d prefer mostly sfw but really just nothing explicit. I… don’t know if those are the same?? Otherwise, I will happily eat….errr….consume…..err…read…anything!!
Karate, SPN Demonic Octopus Guardian 