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Story: Teach Your Children by TheRiverScribe
Series: By the Grace of God (Part Ten)

Fandom:  Supernatural
Rating:  
Teen
Characters:
Sam, Dean, Mary, Castiel, Gabriel, Raphael, Morpheus, Sariel, Nuriel, Zadkiel
Ships: Destiel is unfurling her sails (slowest. burn. ever.)
Word Count:  71,619
Status:  UNFINISHED, 9/? chapters

Summary:  
The time has come for Sam to learn how to control his grace.  
But he’s already gone through training as a child once, and he hated it.
Now, Sam will test his own limits–and the limits of everyone around him.


Warnings (CH 9 SPECIFIC) 
Anxiety attacks, mentions past child abuse, very vague mention of spanking (none occurs!), INTENSE EMOTIONAL ANGST!!

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madamelibrarian:

This started out as a conversation between @princessofsabriel @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell and myself.. this is what happens when we open a google doc. 

Thank you, to you beautiful snowflakes for helping me write this. It was great fun to collaborate with you and to have you as co-authors. 

(AO3)


Sam watched his brother collapse at the floor after the younger hunter blasted Lucifer away, watched Dean’s eyes grow distant in grief for his best friend, who he thought was lost to him. Sam felt his heart break for the man in front of him. Castiel was his friend, sure, but to Dean he had always been something more, whether the other man wanted to admit that or not. He stood up from where he’d been thrown, looked around the room. Well, nothing was impossible in this shit-show that was the Winchester’s life, right? There was only one being, besides God himself, that Sam could think of might be able and willing to help them save Cas. He was most likely dead, but Sam had to hope against hope that life would give them a break just this once. So, taking a deep breath, he closed his eyes in silent prayer:

“Gabriel? I’m not sure you can hear me. Hell, I’m not even sure you’re alive. But we need your help if you are. Well, Cas needs your help, actually. I’ve told you about the whole Amara-deal already, so I’ll skip that, but Cas he… he got it into his head that Lucifer could beat her. I don’t know exactly what happened but somehow… Lucifer possessed Cas. Gabriel, Lucifer is in Cas’ body. Cas is still in there and he fought his way to the front to stop Lucifer from killing me, so I’m assuming he’s conscious. But we need to get the devil out of there and… well you’re the only one I could think of that cared enough about him and had the ability to help. Please Gabriel. If you’re out there, please help!”

Releasing his breath, Sam imagined his soul reaching out to Gabriel’s grace, pleading him to help them. Maybe he wanted to stay out of more of the Winchester’s messes, but this was his little brother, surely he’d come out of hiding to help him, to save him?

He waits for almost a full minute and is just about to sigh in defeat at yet another prayer gone unanswered, when 180 pounds of pissed off archangel lands behind him with a swish of wings.


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Sigh No More

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By TheRiverScribe

Summary: 
It’s been three days since Dean and Castiel had left for the nightmare apocalypse world. 
Three days of research Sam had no way of sharing across dimensions. 
Three days of existing off black coffee and dry cereal. 
Three days of clutching a phone that never rang.
Sam didn’t like waiting alone—he wasn’t used to it.
But you’re not alone, his mind whispered.
Word Count: 
8,657
Characters:  Sam, Gabriel, Castiel, Dean
Pairings:  Hints of Sabriel and Destiel (can be read as not)
Warnings: Past Torture, Anxiety Attacks
***SPOILERS FOR 13×13***

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Waah omg this is AWESOME and amazing and speechless read this now for patented flungst (fluff and angst) do it NOW

spn-bythegraceofgod:

Story: Teach Your Children by TheRiverScribe
Series: By the Grace of God (Part Ten)

Fandom:  Supernatural
Rating:  
Teen
Characters:
Sam, Dean, Mary, Castiel, Gabriel, Raphael, Morpheus, Sariel, Nuriel, Zadkiel
SHIP ALERT: Destiel is unfurling her sails
Word Count:  58,756
Status:  UNFINISHED, 8/? chapters

Summary:  
The time has come for Sam to learn how to control his grace.  
But he’s already gone through training as a child once, and he hated it.
Now, Sam will test his own limits–and the limits of everyone around him.


Warning:  Mentions past child abuse
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Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this day could not get any better!!!!!

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Sam has probably experienced dismemberment in the Cage.

He’s never done well with meat lockers or hooks or body horror.

Soooooo, does that mean we’re going to get a flashback scene soon????

OOOOO BOY!

I hadn’t intended this post to be connected to btgog (I was liveblogging the recent episode), but we are gearing up for some heavy flashbacks in the future…not this chapter (that is much closer to finished than I’d anticipated) but SOOOOON!!

We haven’t had a cage-flashback in a while, have we…hmmm…

Look at all my readers, thirsting for angstier scenes!! I’m looking at you:

@scrollingkingfisher @talkingtomyselfagain @nathyfaith @cullavellan-shipper @karategirl80

Mmmmm…*smiles innocently*