Asmodeus’ extras that Lucifer didn’t give him…. like the shape changing and the voice altering when he sounded like Cas…those aren’t his. I repeat! Not Asmodeus’ abilities!!
Now let me explain:
The first time we see someone mimic a voice was The Trickster. Then Anna. Both are angels! I can’t recall a single demon doing that!
Sam couldn’t help how he stared at the man standing there in
front of them. They’d seen so much over the years, been through so many things.
Deaths and resurrections and everything in between the two. Yet still none of
it had prepared him for seeing his father standing there in the middle of
Bobby’s kitchen looking just the same as he had all those years ago before
they’d lost him. Somehow even though Sam was older his Dad still looked just as
big and just as powerful as he always had. Sam had seen true power since then –
he’d seen archangels who could smite him with just a thought. He’d been to hell
and suffered torture beyond imagining. He’d been soulless and had been resouled
by Death himself, had been crazy and
broken and healed again by an archangel they’d all thought was dead and gone.
Sam had faced so much in his life since the last time he’d seen their father.
Yet still, he stood at Dean’s side and fought not to lean into his big brother,
to duck back and hide from this giant of a man who would always seem larger
than life in Sam’s eyes.
The smile that curved John’s lips was familiar and painful
and just a bit wonderful. “Hey, boys. Long time no see.”
“Dad.” Dean’s voice was low, the single word a croak that
Sam wasn’t sure he’d meant to pass his lips.
Off to the side, Bobby watched their reunion with a smile on
his lips and worry showing in his eyes. He anticipated their first question and
answered it before they had the chance to give it voice. “It’s really him. I
did all the tests – it’s him.”
It seemed too good to be true. How on earth had their Dad
been resurrected? How was he here?
When John took a step forward, Sam moved instinctively,
pressing himself just the tiniest bit closer to Dean. It was a move he’d done
countless times before when faced with something bigger and stronger than him.
Not even Lucifer had been able to destroy that belief in Sam that Dean was his
one safe place. Nothing the devil had done had been able to get rid of that
sense of safety in Dean’s presence.
Dean responded to it the same way that he always had. He
shifted his weight on his feet in a subtle move that slid him more in front of
Sam than behind him. He sheltered Sam without even having to think about it.
“Dad.” He repeated, this time a little steadier, a little more awed, like it
was finally sinking in.
When Dean moved forward to hug their father, to wrap him up
and cling in a way the Winchesters had only ever done when things were serious,
when emotions were too high and they couldn’t give in to the words because that
wasn’t who they were, Sam took a small step back.
Was this… was this real? Was that actually John standing
there? Sam curled his one hand in tight and dug his fingernails into his palm
over top of the scar that had helped him to keep as sane for as long as he had
once the wall had been broken in his mind. But not even the pain of his nails
cutting into his skin broke through the image of John and Dean hugging. That
meant – did that mean he was real? He was really here?
The two broke apart and John’s smile turned Sam’s direction.
It was open and warm in a way Sam couldn’t remember seeing there all that
often. This was a happy John. One who was happy to see his boys. Who wasn’t
angry or disappointed or any of the things that Sam knew he should be. “Hey,
Sammy.”
That nickname was enough to have Sam actually flinching
backwards. They echoed in his head, a remembrance, a memory of a different
time. A time that, despite Gabriel’s healing, still burned around the edges of
Sam’s mind sometimes. John’s face had been one that Lucifer liked to use a lot.
One that he knew hurt Sam quite a bit. Was that what this was now? Was this
just, was he going crazy again and this was Lucifer torturing him somehow?
Sam’s flinch had worry flashing into John’s eyes. But it had
Dean reacting in a different way entirely. He cursed in a low voice and then
stepped right past John and firmly placed himself between the two. All of his
attention was fixed on Sam, though. “Hey, Sammy, look at me. Look right here.”
His right hand lifted and he pointed at his face. His gaze was steady as it
locked on Sam. “That’s it, little brother. Look right here at me. You’re okay.
You’re all right.”
Until then Sam hadn’t realized that he was shaking. He
became abruptly aware of it when Dean took a step towards him and reached out,
closing one of his hands over Sam’s shaking fist. He never held Sam’s wrists,
not after the last time when Sam had almost had a panic attack because of it.
It felt like Sam’s thoughts were all over the place. This, it
couldn’t be real. It couldn’t! This had to be some sort of torture. Which meant
that soon, things were going to get decidedly less nice. John or Dean or
someone was going to start doing the things that still haunted Sam’s dreams at
night. He’d thought that Gabriel had gotten rid of most of the crazy! This
shouldn’t be happening!
“What’s going on?” John asked, looking even more worried
than before. He moved to step up beside Dean, stopping when Dean shot a hand
out to block him.
“Stay back.” Dean warned. His eyes never broke away from
Sam’s. When he spoke again, his voice gentled, turned to that softer tone that
only ever was directed at Sam. “Focus on me here, Sammy. You know I’m real. I’m
right here with you.”
“Dean?”
Sam’s voice was low and questioning. Pleading, really. He
knew and he couldn’t seem to bring himself to care. Something was wrong here.
Something was so wrong. What was happening?
Another low curse sounded from Dean. He took another small
step forward and kept his hold on Sam’s hand without any of the hesitation or
shame that might’ve been there around John years and years ago. A lifetime ago.
“Yeah, all right, kid. Whatever you need.” Dean said, hearing the unasked
questions in just that one word, just the sound of his name. He’d always been
able to read Sam better than anyone. The next second he proved that by calling
out “Hey Gabriel, get your feathery butt on down to Bobby’s. We got a situation
here and Sam needs you – now.”
It took only a second – during which Sam could hear John
demanding once more “What’s going on?” – and then there was the sound of wings
that Dean swore he never could hear, but Sam always could.
The archangel didn’t even bother with any sort of pretenses
or any of his usual games. He landed right at Sam’s side, the side opposite the
one that Dean was holding on to. One look around the room in what Sam knew was
a sweep for threats – a brief widening of his eyes as they passed over John –
and then those golden orbs were locked right on Sam’s face. In the next instant
Gabriel was stepping right between Sam and Dean without ever breaking Dean’s
hold and he was reaching up to cup Sam’s face in both his hands. The flow of
grace was instant and, as always, it washed away some of Sam’s panic. “Take a
deep breath for me, kiddo. Focus here on me and take a deep breath.”
That was something he could do. Sam drew in a breath and
then let it back out, slowly. He did that twice, mimicking Gabriel’s breathing
almost unconsciously. When he spoke again, his voice was just a bit steadier,
but full of questions. “Gabriel?”
“Yeah, I know.” Gabriel said, just as good as Dean at
reading Sam. He stepped in closer so that their bodies pressed together and he
smiled sweetly up at him. A smile that was pure Gabriel, and that was just for
Sam. Only ever for him. “You’re not there, all right? Just keep focusing on me.
You know the drill. This is just your brain trying to flashback and we’re not
gonna let it. Keep looking at me and focus on what you see. What you feel.
You’re stronger than these memories, Samshine. Kick ‘em in the ass.”
Time passed differently in Hell. And even before then.
He remembered the hotel. Kali. The Pagan Gods. The Winchesters… Lucifer. He remembers his brother, whom he had loved more than anything, plunging his own angel blade through his stomach. He doesn’t remember dying. Dying so that Sam and Dean could escape.
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It had been six weeks since they’d found him. Six weeks since they’d dragged him back to the bunker, one arm over deans shoulders and one over Sam’s, with Cas ready to fight in front of them and Jack trailing behind asking questions and clutching a blade like a foreign object.
“Is this my uncle?”
“I guess so, yeah,” Sam grunted under the weight of Gabriel. It wasn’t that he was even particularly heavy, but the dead weight of his barely-conscious body, even shared with Dean, required effort that Sam had to muster up somehow from who-knows-where.
“Is Asmodeus going to find us?
“No,” Castiel replied possesively. Sam knew that Jack had become Castiel’s charge, almost his son, from the moment he and Kelly had gone on the run. He was glad the kid had someone to parent him. Sam was enjoying his role of honorary uncle.
So out they had dragged him and into the world, with Gabriel squinting like he hadn’t seen the sunlight in forever – and, of course, he hadn’t – and then they had packed into the impala, with the general consensus being that Jack was to sit in the front and stay away from the trauma that Gabriel radiated.
Six weeks on from watching Castiel hold Gabriel’s knee as the archangel cried pitifully, Gabriel hadn’t made much progress.
They had kitted him out with new clothes, a phone, a room and a whole lot of Winchester-style issues… well, actually, he had that last one covered on his own.
Even after they’d freed him from the physical and ritualistic bounds over his speech, he’d refused to say a word. He hadn’t eaten, drunk, slept- anything. He didn’t have to, but it was Gabriel- he used to want to.
He’d only used his phone twice- once, in a gleaming moment of hope, to ask for a sandwich, which when served to him he’d stared at for an hour then walked away in a daze, as though he hadn’t even seen it; and once to text Sam ‘Nightmare. Help.’.
So when the text came through, Sam was shocked. He was up the table with Dean, drinking old scotch and talking strategies when he got it.
“Let me just check this- shit. Gabriel.”
That was all the explanation his brother had needed. Dean had called an unwritten truce on anything he’d had against Gabriel, as had Sam. In fact, Sam had found himself growing close to Gabriel, even with the barrier of trauma and mutism.
All Gabriel had text was ‘Lips.’
When Sam ran into Gabriel’s room, he saw him sat on the bed. He was not bound once more, like Sam had imagined, or bleeding. He was simply sitting, staring into space, like he always did.
When he saw Sam in his peripheral, however, his head swung round sharply and he stared at him.
“Hey, buddy. Can I sit down?”
Gabriel nodded.
“Lips, huh? They hurt? Memories?”
“No and… sort of.”
Gabriel just spoke. He spoke! Sam’s face breaks out into a grin.
“Rude… laughing at me when I’m- I’m- I’m- suffering,” Gabriel said, his words stilted but somehow carrying his old sarcastic tone regardless.
“This is… this is fantastic.”
“My lips, Sam. Remembering. They don’t… feel real.”
“Okay. Well, is there- is there anything I can do to help?”
“Yes.”
“What can I do, Gabriel.”
“Kiss me.”
“What?” Sam responded in shock, leaning instinctively away and then back again, staring at Gabriel in a new way now. He wanted him to kiss him and-
Oh god, this was a joke. There was the flirting the first time they met, and then Sam had forgotten it all. But now, nursing Gabriel, of course he’d picked up that Sam was crushing like a child. Of course he had.
“Kiss me.”
“Very funny.”
“I said-“
“I heard you. Okay. Hands up. You got me. But in this family, we don’t play with each other’s feelings.”
“Family?”
“Yes. You’re family now,” Sam said, the words becoming truer in his mind as he spoke them.
“Well… Cas and Dean do.”
“They don’t mean to. It’s complicated.”
“Sheesh.”
“But- and I know you’re the trickster, I get it- you can’t do that to me.”
“‘M serious, Samster. Give me a new memory for my lips.”
“I’m sure you’ve got plenty of those.”
“Thousands. But they’re old.”
“Gabriel, I’m not here for some one-sided, pity-party mess, okay? I care about you, yes. But I’m not going to kiss you just ‘cause.”
“‘Just ‘cause’? Asking you to help me out here, Sam!” Gabriel replied, his ever-growing voice showing indignation.
“Okay. I get that, but-“
“Always did think you were special,” Gabriel cuts him off. “Never knew you made me feel special, too. Not ‘til recently. But… I feel like some dumb human with you nursing me. But in a good way. Guess I have a nurse kink now!”
Sam couldn’t help but laugh at Gabriel’s joke, and his heart sped up as he processed the rest of what Gabriel had said fully.
“Let me kiss you, Sam.”
“Okay.”
So Gabriel leaned closer, looking the most engaged he had in months. He locked a hand into Sam’s hair and pulled slightly. Sam leaned into him and when their lips touched, the light flickered for just a second.
Not that Sam knew, because his eyes were shut tight as he melted into the kiss.
Neither knew how long it lasted, but it wasn’t stopping any time soon. No, they both needed this. They both wanted this.
When Gabriel’s lips parted slightly wider, allowing him to slip his tongue out, Sam’s body shuddered for a moment. He hadn’t been kissed properly, tenderly, in so, so long now. He’d forgotten what it felt like.
Eventually, inevitably, they both pulled back, seeming to know when it should end, when it was enough to keep it beautiful, magical, healing. But neither were ready to pull away, either. So they just sat there, foreheads leaning together. Sam’s hand had found itself caressing Gabriel’s cheek, and Gabriel’s grip on Sam’s hair had softened.
When they eventually pulled away completely, Sam opened his eyes, and Gabriel was smiling.
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Should I also write some smut for this? I really wanna but haven’t written smut in FOREVER so I just don’t know. Opinions?
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