That last part of your meta about Sam/Eileen ripped my heart out. I thought I was getting numb to people dying on this show and Eileen Leahy shows up for like 2 episodes and I’m deadass wrong. Not only was she perfect for progressing Sam’s character, SHE was a great character with so much potential. I have so many Eileen Leahy feels

super-sootica:

Hi Nonny,

I feel you (also sorry, I just had to put that line in).  I think the fandom at large fell madly in love Eileen and the amount of support for Sam/Eileen, even as only friends was huge!   I mean, let’s be real, we wanted them snuggling not as friends but even still.  They were amazing influences on each other!

She was so independent and badass and openly emotional.  She was perfect for Sam.  I loved seeing him happy, and with someone he could openly be himself with. 

A fresh new influence, and losing her broke my heart

They just killed her off with the same weight and importance as a stranger.  She wasn’t a stranger, we loved her

And it’s weird when you lose someone on Supernatural, because you are almost dazed and confused…Will they come back?   The main three always come back?  Sometimes other characters do, but it’s er less likely with certain demographics

Do we hold on hope?  I kinda do.  I hope they realise, that they bring her back.   Is it realistic to hope?  I don’t know.  S13 is the type of season where all bets are off.  And Supernatural jumped the ‘absurd shark’ a long time ago, wherein unlikely things can happen.  But then I try to keep my expectations low for things like that, and for keeping characters we like, and for things ever, ever getting better.  No, catch me in the pit of despair, yelling profanities and declaring my undying loyalty for so many characters who were truly worth everything

Anyway, here’s to Eileen Leahy.  We’re all still in love with you

*sobs*

Do you think Eileen and Sam could have/would have become a couple? <3

peanutbutterjelly-pie:

Wait, wait – are you telling me they aren’t? O________O

No, no, I’m quite positive they actually are!! Talking with each other via skype almost constantly, blushing and flirting, and being the most adorable couple in existence while Dean’s rolling his eyes fondly in the background >.<

Screw the writers for thinking otherwise xDD

Yesss.. Saileen my love….

tangled up in you – awed_frog – Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Dean Winchester, John Winchester, Lucifer (Supernatural), Sully (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: Sam is a Sweetheart, Eileen is so awesome, Young!Sam, Young!Dean, Young Winchesters, Teen Winchesters, Dean Winchester Takes Care of Sam Winchester, So much love for Baby, some alcohol, Some pot, One mention of PTSD, Sam and Dean talk about girls, (sort of), Falling In Love, First Kiss, Missing Scene, Episode: s12e17 The British Invasion, Coda, Why can’t anyone be happy?, Canon Compliant, (oh that’s why)
Summary:

“Did I wake you up?” she asks, and then, before he can answer, she signs a short I’m sorry and moves to put the cup in the sink.

“No, I couldn’t sleep,” Sam says, once she’s facing him again.

They stand there, a bit awkwardly, and something in her expression reminds Sam of how pleasant her body had been against his; of how long it’s been since he’s made love to a woman, and how very desperately he wants to kiss her.

tangled up in you – awed_frog – Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]