Rating: Explicit Word Count: 20,701 Archive Warnings: None Major Tags: Alternate Universe – Canon Divergence, Post-Season/Series 12, Eileen Leahy Lives, Canon-Typical Violence, Case Fic, Magic, Past Character Death, Sharing a Bed, First Kiss, First Time, Vaginal Sex, Sam Winchester Has Self-Esteem Issues, Castiel/Dean Winchester (side pairing) – Freeform Summary: Sam is reeling after Eileen shows up, alive and totally unscathed, at the Winchester’s door. He’d seen her dead with his own two eyes, but apparently that’s just another one in the cruel string of fake-outs, near misses, and actual deaths his life has become these past thirteen years. He should be grateful that she’s alive, and he certainly is, but now he’s faced with the a reality that is somehow even worse. He’s still got feelings for her, and his drive to make sure she doesn’t wind up actually dead this time are putting a damper on whatever chance he thought they could have had at a real relationship. He doesn’t doubt her abilities, but he has no idea if he’s strong enough to make that leap.
Summary: Sam/Eileen reunion, Dean/Castiel reunion, season 13 canon divergence, fluff and angst, Jack is a good bean, Sam and Eileen figure out their relationship, Sam and Dean save Mary, completion of Lucifer’s arc, Saileen big bang
Pairings: Saileen, Destiel
Other characters: Jack, Mary, Lucifer
Word Count: 12.3k
Warnings: Castiel’s season 12 death, angst/grieving
A/N: This is up and I am SO GLAD. I hope you squee throughout this story as much as I did while writing it. I’m posting this to Tumblr as well as AO3 for all of you who prefer to read on here, so sorry for the double tag. Read it wherever you like.
Sam and Dean feel like ants scrambling around after a kid has cruelly flooded their home for amusement. Confused. Frantic. Shocked. They finally had people they loved, everyone together in mixed family–but now? Nothing. Their relationships and security feel like a sick joke, a damaging illusion. They are alone.
Sam x Eileen is one of the cutest things. (# ‘ v ‘ #)
(If I got any of the sign language wrong, please let me know! I tried my best with limited online resources, but if I got it wrong please correct me and I’ll be happy to fix it!)
first of all, how dare you
Waah Soo beautiful, my Saileen!! This is the best Valentine’s Day present ever!!!
Wait, wait – are you telling me they aren’t? O________O
No, no, I’m quite positive they actually are!! Talking with each other via skype almost constantly, blushing and flirting, and being the most adorable couple in existence while Dean’s rolling his eyes fondly in the background >.<
Karate, SPN Demonic Octopus Guardian 